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February 27, 2012

"For I trust you ..."

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Manwe looks thoughtfully at Aule. He appears to be totally controlled by the influence of the chamber. The Lord of the West thinks that he should be the one to convince Aule to come out of the chamber, and he must do it himself and alone. Perhaps without the influence of Eonwe, who is obviously at odds with the Maker. If he were alone, he might succeed in convincing him to come. He turns to Eonwe. "My herald, please escort the Lady  Nienna to the upper floor. You need not be concerned for my safety. You and Nienna must both respect my authority in this."

Eonwe stares at the Maker for a few moments more, his gaze unwavering, although when Aule yelled out his "No!" the very stones here beneath Mandos seem to shudder in answer.  He slides his gaze over to the Vala of Compassion, standing there, half clothed, her hand dropping from the motion of reaching for the Smith.  The Chief of the Maiar looks at her expression, but cannot decide for himself what is writ there. Then, dropping his gaze, he lifts blue eyes to meet the gaze of the Lord of the West. "My Lord," he begins, and lifts his hands, palms up as though to beseech the Lord of the West. "I would for all of Eru's creation to not leave your side," he murmurs, his voice soft, gentle. Then as he watches the face of the Lord he has served and serves still, he clears his throat and speaks again. Dropping his hands to his side, it is the voice of the Herald who speaks, who answers his Lord as he has always.


"Yes, My Lord," he says, and the voice is the neutral, calm tones of the Herald. His gaze lingers a moment more before he turns to Nienna. "If it pleases my Lady Nienna to come with me. We shall await the pleasure of the Lord of the West above." He extends a hand pointing toward the direction in which Yavanna had left but a short time ago. He turns his body to the side, so that she may  pass him.


 Nienna frowns, unwilling to be parted from Aulë, unwilling to directly disobey her King.  For a heartbeat she hesitates.  Two heartbeats.  Once again she reaches out a hand toward Aulë.  Her eyes wide, she says in a plaintive whisper, "Will you not come, dearest?"  Yet Aulë's eyes are not on her at all.  With pained eyes, she steps bleakly past Eonwë, toward the hall beyond.

Aule's eyes do not waver from the Lord of the West as he speaks to the others.  For Aule they could be ants on the ground for all the notice he takes of them.  Nothing, nothing matters but the answer he awaits from Manwe.  Impatiently he wills the others to be gone. "Listen to me!' he wills silently as he waits. "By Eru's light, you must listen to me!"


Eonwe turns on his heels and follows a step behind her.  Quietly he follows her until they are at the steps leading up to the upper halls of Mandos. Reaching out , he gently touches two fingers against her hand closest to him.  "My Lady Nienna, perhaps you would like to adorn thyself in more fitting attire for the Vala of Compassion." He stops, his cheeks coloring. "Let the Maiar see you as you always have been, my Lady," he adds and ducks his head, In his chest, his heart squeezes, for he now remembers her as she has been before, gentle words and quiet touch, an oasis of love and tenderness for the Children of Eru and the Maia alike. 

Aule 's eyes narrow thoughtfully as at last he shifts is gaze and watches the retreating forms of Eonwë and Nienna.  A part of him is uneasy seeing the Herald so close to his love, but he trusts in the pureness of Nienna's heart.  He knows this one will not be so easily swayed by honeyed words as had Yavanna.  However, his thoughts of Nienna are fleeting, and she disappears from them as soon as she rounds the corner of the corridor and disappears from his sight.  There is something much more compelling that needs his attention.  "My Lord.." he begins and has to stop to clear his throat at the sudden constriction within it. "My Lord, you cannot mean to destroy the chamber. Please.  You cannot."


 Manwë turns to the Maker. He hears his anguish in his voice. Aulë always was sure of voice, but Manwe sees now the torment within him. He thinks for a moment as the others depart, and they are left alone. Manwë's curiosity and gentle side is revealed. "Why do you not want the chamber destroyed?" He desires more knowledge as to how his evil brother managed to corrupt two Valar and a Maia. Such knowledge may prove useful in the future should any more of Melkor's old devices surface again. Plus his memory flashes back to the evil flowers. The Maker has a lot of explaining to do. "This is your chance to speak up."

"Why?  Why is it so important to me?" Aulë's voice is at first incredulous that anyone would need ask such a question.  But then, how would he know?  So far away on Taniquetil, how would Manwë know all that has befallen the Maker in recent times? With nothing but Eonwë's poisonous whisperings in his ear, how could he know? Turning, he stands beside the Lord of the West and lets his gaze rest upon the chamber.

 Aule holds out a hand and does a sweeping gesture to draw the other's attention to the room.  "This room, this chamber," he begins. "It is so much more than somewhere to sleep, somewhere to live.  It has welcomed me as the home I've never truly had.  Here I have found a love such as my wife has never shown me.  Here I am safe from everything.  Nothing can harm me here.  No one doubts me here.  I have no need to prove my worth or my integrity.  Here.." his eyes sweep lovingly around the chamber, "here is where I belong."


"Where you belong?" Manwë says gaping "You belong in your place among the Valar. You belong with me." He could not believe how corrupted the words of Aulë are. But this device of mind control has been used by the dark powers even after Melkor's time. "This cold chamber is not where you belong, Maker of the Valar! You belong with .." Manwë bites his tongue at the thought of mentioning Yavanna. Aule would have to know, but now is not the time. "You belong with me as my trusted aide and brother."

Aule's breath hisses sharply in between his lips as he hears Manwë's words. The raised hand that had been indicating the chamber freezes in place for a moment as he goes utterly still.   Then achingly slowly, in a gesture more befitting an old, old man rather than the strong physical body of the Maker, it drops to his side.  Just as slowly he turns to face the Lord of the West. Mixed emotions chase each other across his face like clouds across the sun on a windy day.  Hope chases uncertainty, followed quickly by joy, with doubt panting swiftly on its heels, but no, there they were, the words he had so desperately wanted to hear: "You belong with me, as my trusted aide and brother." He shakes his head a little like one waking from a dream, his eyes blinking rapidly with the force of the emotions within.  When he speaks, his voice is husky and broken as though from long disuse, "I.. I do." he says simply. "It is all I have ever truly wanted.  But.. but Eonwë said.. and Yavanna and.."

Aule stops and blinks again, rubbing his forehead as though to settle his thoughts.

Manwë sees Aulë's side. Eonwë had called him a traitor. But that can wait. He needs Aulë's trust now. Gently, he says, "Trust in me with this, Aulë, and I shall trust in you when I hear your words after it is done. You have my word." Manwë pauses, hoping his words connect to the Maker. "I implore you, Aulë, to join the others at the surface and to trust me to do what is right. For I trust you to do what is right for all of us."

 Aule looks deeply into Manwë's clear blue eyes for long moments.  Those eyes have seen the passing of Ages, carrying with them events both big and small, but always when he has looked upon them, truth and justice has shone from them like a beacon.  It is no different now.  Turning his head slightly, he gazes back at the chamber.  It seems to shimmer and shift before his eyes, beckoning him almost.  He stands and stares at it and the silence grows.  Second follows second and become minutes that follow minutes, but there is no sound.  At last Aulë inhales a deep breath and lets it out slowly.   His shoulders square, and he turns again to look upon that serene and patient gaze of the Lord of the West.  "I trust you," he says simply, "And you may trust me."  With a slight bow of his head in a salute of respect, he turns and walks up the corridor.

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February 26, 2012

Story Time

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Aztryd feels warmth and strength returning to her body, as the food begins to fill her stomach.  She chews slowly, as indeed the toughness of the meat requires.  But  food, any food, is a delight, and this is warm, wholesome, and plentiful.

Aztryd nods politely to the Elder as he sits down beside her.  She drains the last of her own mug of ale with a satisfied sigh, sweeps her eyes around the table with a storyteller's practiced air, and begins her tale. "As I told you, it was not safe for the child to remain in Ibirgathol, and my sisters and I devised a plan for me to escape with her and return here.  Now Uzerbog was sure to pursue us, and we calculated that it would be difficult to evade his men on the direct road here.  So, instead of traveling north as he might expect, the babe and I headed south and west, to the seacoast.  There we took passage on a human ship heading up the coast to Grey Haven."  She pauses, and her eyes again scan around her audience.


Fafnir watches Aztryd tilt up her tankard and without conscious thought, he reaches for his and takes a long pull, setting it back down upon the table. As he does, his eyes, too, take in the little company of survivors. There is the sooty and disheveled elder gent, nodding off with a full belly. Beside him, Eilif leans forward, her head bobbing as her eyes close.  She's sleep, he hopes.  She needs it, and I need her to, Fafnir thinks. Strong and determined, she has a fierce spirit, and her obvious talents will be sorely needed. Not like a mere functionary like himself. Upon her back and others will the labor rest that will keep them surviving the coming weeks and days.  But for now, the soft and somewhat melodious voice of the dwarf mother calls him back into the present company, and discussion. He turns his attention back to her story.  Sometimes casting a sideways look at the stonemason beside him, his mind refocuses upon what Aztryd will say now.  There is an advantage in marking her story well. If Adelsteinn is listening raptly, and Fafnir suspects the elder is, then he, Fafnir, must as well. 

 Adelsteinn wonders how much his change of attitude about Aztryd's story affects those around him. He listens to Aztryd with interest, now that he has seen the great swan outside. Never before has he seen such a magnificent bird.  She has a bit of explaining to do. He picks up a mug of ale to drink while listening to the others.

Nasi's dark eyes are on the stranger across the table as she tells her story, but even as she speaks, all his awareness is of the one sitting next to him at the table.  Who is he?  Well, he knows his name, but probably the more relevant question was who had he been?  He chews thoughtfully on a tough slice of meat, taking care to keep his eyes either on the little mother across the table, or on his own plate.  Handsome, he had said.

Hjalmarr slumps over his dinner, dragging his beard in the gravy. From far away he hears voices, but they seem to him to be part of a dream. Something about ships, and sailing...not a very dwarvish thing to do! He frowns in his slumber and sinks further down onto the bench. If he relaxes any further, he will fall off it, but Hjalmarr blissfully dozes on, unaware.

Aztryd continues. "Now this course seemed very clever and foolproof in the planning, but our luck did not hold.  For the ship was caught in a storm, and arrived, not at Grey Haven, but at an unknown port.  And there I was so tired of ships and storms that I left the ship, and resolved to walk the rest of the way home.  But again luck was not with me, for this port was on an island in the middle of the wide sea."

 While Adelsteinn has not seen the sea himself, he is aware it exists from his short excursions away from the city. They often traded with the fair folk of Grey havens, and he is privileged to some additional information than those others at this table, but... Dwarves on a ship at sea? This Aztryd, is she lacking in wits? He remembers the swan though and resolves to hear her full tale. He nods to Aztryd, taking a deep drink of ale while doing so.

Fafnir squirms a little on his seat, leaning forward slightly. He reaches for his dagger and hacks off a piece of the beef.  Slowly he tucks it into his mouth and chews vigorously, his jaw popping as the stringy  meat, tough despite the soaking in vinegared wine.  His eyes flit from Aztryd, telling the story, to Adelstein, watching carefully the elder's face for any betrayal into his thoughts of her tale.

Nasi's attention is drawn to the old one falling asleep next to the talking mother.  He gives a light snort of amusement.  Clearly the greybeard is not as enthralled by the story as the others seem to be.   But then, neither is his companion, the young swordsmith who sits on the end of the bench for she too has nodded off.  Nasi gives a small nod of approval at this.  Few have slept well since the attack.  Rest is what she needs more than food just now.  Perhaps she finds the hum of voices around her reassuring and finally feels safe enough to doze.  Normally he would shrug his shoulders and think it none of his business, but he admires courage and this one has courage in full measure.   Nor is the stranger lacking in it either if her tale is true.  His eyes flick back to the speaker and then to the Elder seated beside her.  What does he make of all this, he wonders?


Aztryd notes that those of the party who are still awake are listening to her tale, with at least a polite suspension of disbelief.  Seeing the elder's intent gaze, she continues, "The inhabitants were kindly, and took the two of us in with great hospitality.  These inhabitants were elves, of a branch isolated from the kindreds living here.  They knew the Common language and the elvish -- the language of the elves here -- but among themselves they spoke a language of their own.  Their town and their palace were of fine ancient stonework, the land appeared rich and kindly, the people were gracious and generous -- and in all, I the time I was there, I saw no more people there than I see in this room."

Fafnir frowns as he considers her words.  "What happened to them?  To be so few?" He ducks his head, realizing he has blurted out his questions without forethought and bites the inside of his cheek, finally swallowing the piece of meat, half unchewed.


 Adelsteinn looks at Fafnir and wonders the same thing. "No more than in this room?" He considers perhaps they shared their plight. "Could it be that they experienced a similar event as we have?" he asks, hoping it does not disturb the story too much. He is still anxious to hear how Aztryd explains the swan outside. He eats a little meat, but is definitely more interested in the ale at the moment.

Nasi blinks a little and frowns.  Did she really mean there were only a few elves, or that she only saw a few? Before he could stop himself, the words were out. "So you only saw a few of the inhabitants?  You did not venture far and get to see others.  That was probably wise.  Elves cannot be trusted."  Appalled with himself, it was none of his business after all, his jaw snaps shut.  Seeking distraction, he snatches up his tankard and takes a long swig.


Fafnir reaches for his ale with his left hand, his arm brushing  against Nasi as he reaches.  At the touch, Fafnir turns his head to bring his brown eyes to bear upon those of the stonemason.  So, he forgot himself, too, for a moment, and the elder as well.  Fafnir feels a moment of gratitude that his own lapse in control has been masked, and slowly, he gives Nasi a wink and turns a composed and neutral expression back to Aztryd as he hears Adelsteinn speak.

Hjalmarr is dreaming of his nephew, and the fine seam of emeralds down in the eighth tunnel that he wants to show him. But the further he walks in his dream, the more his back hurts. He twitches in his sleep, trying to find a comfortable position. He wakes slowly to find himself with rather too much gravy about the face and a crick in his back from slumping over the table. He tries to sit up without letting on that he has been dozing, but in so doing, his elbow nudges dangerously close to his beer mug, nearly tipping it into Aztryd's lap.

Nasi feels his face grow hot as he notices Fafnir's wink.  Before he can recover it grows hotter still at the Elder's words.  He had hoped no one had noticed his outburst.  He nods and mumbles, "Of course, Elder Adelstienn, you are right," He spears another piece of fish to fill his mouth and stop his foolishness.  What has gotten into you, he chastises himself.  Your jaw yaps worse than the women at the washing.  His preoccupation with his own shortcomings pale though as he listens further to Aztryd's story, which was sounding more and more unbelievable with each word.

Aztryd frowns thoughtfully. "Aye, now that is a mystery, and I never heard any clear answer from them about what happened.  I did not search the entire island, but the town was nearly deserted -- empty streets and dust gathering in the market.  But there are mysteries about that land.

"The city was hardly fortified at all.  And perhaps they do not need ordinary walls." She hesitates. "How can I explain something so uncanny?  While I was there … I was up in a tower, tending one who was ill, I only saw from a window … A dragon flew in to attack the island … Well, there was another dragon, before, but that one was friendly, they said, but that was another story, never mind …" 

She takes a deep breath, and starts over.  "A dragon flew in to attack the island, and with it some terrible creature of fire.  They knocked down one of the towers, and set part of the town on fire -- and then the sea rose up in a great wall to stop the dragon and the  fire-creature.  The King and the other elves who were near the docks at the time said that the Maker's brother, the Lord of Waters, himself spoke to the attackers, and warned them to be gone, for this island was under his own protection." 

She shakes her head in wonderment.  "I didn't hear that voice myself.  I was too far away.  But I know the dragon and the fire-creature turned tail and flew away, and right grateful were we all for that, for all of us together were too few to fight them."

Hjalmarr thinks he is still dreaming. "A dragon, you say?" he rumbles. "A friendly one? A creature of fire? My dreams get stranger and stranger of late."

Fafnir drops the tankard down on the table with a loud, hard smack and a swosh of the last little bit of liquid.  "The Maker's brother?  A VALAR?"  All control, all masking of his astonishment flees. "You saw Ulmo?"


"Alas, no," says Aztryd, shaking her head.  "I did not see the Great One.  I did see the ocean rise up, as high as the tops of the towers, and I did see a hungry dragon veer off from an easy dinner, fly away and not return.  I do not know what it means, but there are few things that can frighten off a dragon."

Adelsteinn thinks. "The dragon flew away and did not return." Adelsteinn considers thoughtfully. He had an idea where this dragon went after being scared off by Ulmo, but he keeps his thoughts to himself for the time being. He wanted to hear the rest of the tale first before presenting his evidence and sharing his thoughts. He nods to Aztryd's response and takes a deep drink of ale to calm his nerves a little. "A dragon, in here?" He continues  to think to himself. 


Nasi shakes his head at the improbability of it all.  This beef was going to sit heavy and hard in his stomach as is, without having such tall tales turn his stomach as well.  He'd had enough, both of the meat and the story.  Standing gingerly, careful not to brush his arm against the wound on his side, he gives a small nod of his head to the diners.  "I shall leave you to your mealtime entertainment but I fear my stomach has had all it can take, in more ways than one.  The cook has done well with the poor provisions he had to use, but I fear my stomach cannot handle both the beef and the fantastic tales I am hearing.  I think I shall take myself and my ale to sit by the fire for a while." 

Clearly impatient to be away he moves over to a seat away from the group and closer to the fire, settling himself comfortably, legs outstretched to warm his feet and stares thoughtfully into the flames.

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February 22, 2012

Urgent Return Home

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Tossing and turning in her blanket cocoon, Elwing is startled awake. She takes in her surroundings and comes to the realization of where she is and what has happened here at Aztryd's gammy's home. The promise of a welcoming return home for the little mother and her precious daughter had raised so many hopes, but now those hopes have been dashed. Her mind racing, thoughts of her ally, the giant and gentle Alqua, flash before her. Food was bound to be scarce here, which meant that Alqua would be in danger once immediate supplies ran out. Not knowing how many survivors had managed to return to the clan home did not change the urgency of this situation. The fact that she had heard and seen a handful of the little fathers return carrying supplies from the surrounding area filled her with dread: Aztryd had warned Elwing herself that an axe might find its target when she had first flown to the Blue Mountains.

Looking around the small cave area in which she was quartered, Elwing spies a small table with what looks like parchment sitting atop it. She unfurls the blankets and carefully and quietly crawls across to the table. Yes! It is a small scroll. Now to find something with which to leave a message. There is no quill, but there is plenty of charred wood lying around the place in which the dwarf who had escorted her here had set the fire. Elwing picks up a sliver of charred wood and carefully scratches a message to her friend.

"Aztryd, sister, I am returning to Olwe for help. Taking Alqua home. Elwing."

Leaving the parchment on the blankets in which she had been cocooned, Elwing turns and warms her hands at the fire before pulling her uncle's cloak tightly around herself and heading quietly for the cave entrance. Thankful she now has soft, suede boots covering her much-warmed feet, she peers into the gloom of the tunnel outside the door. Hearing nothing untoward, she hugs the tunnel walls and quietly and stealthily makes her way back the way the dwarf had led her. The rise and fall of voices can be heard as she tiptoes past what she senses and smells is the kitchen area. Hearing her friend's voice in normal conversation she is happy that Aztryd and her child are safe for the moment and pushes on.

The crisp fresh mountain air hits her with a wall of cold as she steps outside. Quickly scrambling back to the place they had left Alqua, she finds the giant swan and snuggles into her neck, crooning words of comfort in the language they both know so well.

"Come, Alqua, we must return home. It will be a long, hard journey, but we have the promise of friends and safe haven when we return."

Satisfied that Alqua has understood and accepted her suggestion, Elwing and Alqua make their way to a higher point of the mountain where the wind currents will help their ascent, for they will fly much higher without the welfare of Aztryd and Nizl to consider. They very soon reach a higher peak that has a large enough clearing. Without a second thought, Elwing throws off her uncle's cloak and leaps into the air, shimmering into her swanlike form within a split second. Calling to Alqua, she watches as the giant swan flaps huge white wings to join her. They both spiral upwards on the currents and gracefully beat the air as they turn westward for Alqualonde.

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February 21, 2012

Supper Served

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Fafnir turns to the older dwarf next to him, taking in his disheveled look, his sooty whiskers and pastes a bright smile upon his face. Slapping both hands, palms down upon the wood table, he turns his gaze to his companions and stands up. "As it happens, supper has been ready and then some.  The flavor take you may credit to me, but the stringiness of the meat must be credited to the dour farmer who refused to fatten them up before he had the misfortune to expire."  He turns his back and waves a hand to them to follow. "Supper is over here. Let's move closer to the little oven, eh? That way, no one will have to chip ice off the fish, and the meat will be somewhat warm. I am not partial to congealed onions in broth, myself. " And with that Fafnir makes his way over to the smallest of the oven, and bends over to pile the rest of the meat upon trenchers.

Hjalmar creaks to his feet and hobbles after Fafnir. In the short time he has been sitting down, his sore muscles have become stiff, but he tries to put a good face on it. After all, he can smell supper from here, and it seems like a good one.

Eilif's voice is a low as she growls bitterly. "You must have been hit on the head old man, if you think I can sharpen a blade in my current state.  Do you think I can see beyond my own nose when I have this?"  She makes a sharp gesture towards her face with her good hand as she rises reluctantly to make her way to the table where Fafnir has served the food.  Perhaps, she thinks, Perhaps if I sit at the end furtherest from the fires, I can avoid the smell of the meat.   Perhaps then I will not shame myself by losing the contents of my stomach on the kitchen floor.  Her jaw set resolutely, trying to breath through her mouth and not her nose, she takes a seat.

Nasi lifts his chin to look at the the tall dwarf. "By the Maker, why didn't you say so sooner!  I'd rather have food in my belly than stories in my head."  Without hesitation, Nasi rises from his seat on his bench, following Fafnir toward the ovens.  As he does so he admires the free swing of the other's body as he walks.  No muscle-bound, clumsy hulk this one.  He rubs his hand along his beard thoughtfully as he takes his seat.

Aztryd 's stomach has been growling since mid afternoon, crossing the ocean.  Gratefully, she follows the others to the side of the small oven, where the food is waiting.  "Any food is welcome, good cook!" she says to Fafnir.  "I won't be complaining about the farmer's meat."

Hjalmarr collapses onto a bench near Eilif. He eyes her as he shifts his old bones into something resembling comfort. Up close, the wound on her face looks much nastier. "Sorry," he says gruffly. "A figure of speech. I have no doubt you will soon be holding blades again with the finest."

Fafnir chuckles and gives Aztryd a wry grin over his shoulder. "Then, sweetmeat, you have not had the pleasure of dining on this divine bovine." He scoops up two trenchers steaming with meat, fish, onion, and potatoes.  He places one before Aztryd and the other before Eilif, giving her a soft smile and a gentle pat on her hand.  "And by  divine, I should say that the poor cow should have been grazing in sweet grass fields created by Yavanna herself, not pulling thistle and milkweed outside our beloved settlement."  He pauses and looks over at Nasi. "Do cows eat milkweed, do you know, handsome?"  He does not wait for an answer, but walks back to the stove to serve up two more plates.

As Adelstienn makes his way back to the kitchen he is deep in thought. He wanders away from the kitchen turning over the things Aztryd had spoken of. "Great swans," he mutters, so that even his companion heard. Still, this is quite a tale, so he had decides to go outside the settlement and take a look. As a surviving elder he figures he should assess the damage as well. The damage was extensive throughout the city, and he shakes his head as he recognizes familiar faces on some of the dead among the rubble. As he reaches the door, he nods to his companion to be at the ready, and ventures a look see. The firs on the height rustle as he looks down the mountain path. No sign of an enemy about. So he relaxes his caution right before he sees a magnificent swan, much larger than any he had previously perceived. Rubbing his eyes, he reconsiders Aztryd's tale.

"Now I really need a drink!" he says as he goes back inside. Carefully he picks his way back to the cellar, and chooses out a barrel of his best ale. "I think we are going to need this when I tell what I saw," he says aloud as his companion lifts the barrel. "It seems part of Aztryd 's tale may be true." Now he makes his way back to the kitchens, and the smell in the air reminds him he is hungry. He enters and sees his companions seated at the bench.

Eilif flinches a little at Fafnir's pat upon her shoulder. She had not realized he was that close, and the touch was at first a shock, and then a pleasant surprise.  Small kindnesses seemed more treasured in the bleak aftermath of the attack and she smiles gratefully at his retreating back.

Nasi raises ebony eyes to regard the other as he spoke to him, his mind a little awhirl at the casual compliment paid to him, and he stammers a little as he replies. "I.. I am a stonemason.  I.. I know nothing of cows."  He ducks his head to stare at the table in front of him, cursing himself for his halting tongue.  Stone mason and stone for a tongue, he thinks as he sighs and picks at the wood of the table top with a thumbnail before realizing the Elder had returned.  Glad of the change of focus, he smiles at Adelstienn. "Your brew will be most welcome tonight I think.  I for one am grateful you see fit to share it."

Aztryd nods her thanks to Fafnir as he places the trencher in front of her, saws eagerly with her belt knife at the meat.  It is indeed tough, but her appetite is prepared to forgive quite a lot.  Even to forgive the cook calling her "sweetmeat."  Though from the banter around the table,  perhaps he spoke to everyone in such familiar terms.

His back to the group, no one sees the smile that spreads across Fafnir's face as he hears the stonemason stammer out an answer. He's shy, Fafnir realizes, and for some reason, his smile grows bigger as he slides another fish upon an already laden trencher.  Hearing Nazi call out to Adelsteinn, Fafnir turns, and balancing three trenchers, he makes a cautious way to the table.  "Elder, " he says, making sure his face lights up. "Please, sit.  Supper is ready, and we have another fortunate soul find us.  We are blessed by the Maker he could find us, and that the wounds he has sustained have not weakened one so venerable, to judge by his white hair. Please, please, come sit, let me serve your meal." And with that, Fafnir sets down the plates, first for the elder, then for Hjalmarr, and lastly the plate with the extra fish before Nasi.

Hjalmarr is oblivious to all the by-play. He nods in appreciation when his food arrives, and tucks in. Then he drifts into a small private world where there is nothing but warmth from the fire, hot food in his belly, and a strong bench beneath him. Before he realizes it, he begins to doze.

Adelsteinn has his companion set the barrel of beer down and pours himself a drink. Without so much as a greeting, he quietly takes a seat at the table beside Aztryd. He  stares in his drink, deep in thought for a moment and then asks, "Aztryd, please tell your full tale as to how you arrived here?"

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February 20, 2012

Finally Defiance

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AelKennyr Rhiano

“And I mean to attend to that sliver of fear, my Lord, and put it aside by visiting my sweet Cousin.”

Ulmo, Lord of the Waters of the World, swallows a breath of air, feels the firm, defiance from the Teleri Lord slide down his throat and stick there. His ocean blue eyes darken with anger, and his mouth compresses into a tight, thin line. "So, the fear of one elf is worth self indulgence at the expense of your entire people, Olwe? Shall you feast upon the vision of her face and tell her of your weakness, that to gaze upon her is worth more than the sum of your people, her people, all the elves alive and all the elves to come?" Ulmo grew a bit taller and stared down upon the Lord of Alqualonde with sea cold eyes.  "I am sure she will be gratified to know the cost of the visit to assauge your fears."

For a moment, Olwe holds his breath, stunned by the words that flowed from the Vala, his head growing light and the blood pounding in his ears. Never has Ulmo spoken so to him, and blood rushes to his face as he stands there, feeling chastised like a child caught refusing to share a toy.  He drops his gaze for a moment, but when he lifts his eyes again, they are a bright and hard blue. "No," he says, his voice finally defiant. "I will not accept that. No, I shall not. Not after watching my people die here, on these docks so long ago, and for what, my Lord? To uphold the will of the Valar...to refuse to give the Noldor that which would aid their defiance of you." Olwe wraps his cloak back around himself and paces, a slow anger rising. " I knelt in their blood, I held them as they died. I watched children being orphaned and wives and husbands being widowed.  All to hold to the will of the Valar.

"And when, my Lord, I was held, trapped in mind and spirit to an enemy I could not see, I could not touch..."

"An enemy sure to rob you of life and sanity," interjects Ulmo, his own voice deepening as his anger settles upon him.  "An enemy defeated not by your fierce will alone but by that same will of the Valar."

Olwe dips his head, stops in mid pace and nods softly.   "Surely, my Lord, I would not be here before you, save but for the Valar. I know that." His voice has gentled, gone quiet and still. "But, my Lord Ulmo, tell this humble Child of Eru, would that evil have sought me out if I were not the choice of the Valar? If I had not been singled out to do your will?  Did my people disppear because they have lived in Alqualonde, fair Swanhaven, for centuries in peace?  Or because an unseen and dark hand wished to punish them for holding fast with you?" He lifts his eyes, and there is a soft, old pain in them. "Because, my Lord, I wonder that. Because, my Lord, I fear it may be so. In my dreams the voices of my people cry out to me. 'Do not, our king, forget us.'" He lowers his gaze and instead looks out over the sea. "And I cannot forget them. I cannot forget Comet." He breathes in the cold air, and he feels it stab him all the way down. "And I will go to Sylvhara, my Lord Ulmo. I will go."

Like the foam left atop the water after the tide has come in and died away, so, too, is Olwe's pain and uncertainity and anger.  It mingles with the salt of the air and lingers in the corners of Ulmo's awareness.  "Do not defy the Will of the Valar, Olwe, "he cautions the king, even as his anger seeps away, replaced but a deep sadness. 

"Is this the will of Valar, my Lord?" asks Olwe, looking back up at the Lord of Water.  His voice is flat, a little tight as he continues. "Or is it your will?" He stands a little straighter as he continues. "For my Lord, I owe you much and more. I have kept faith and hope and been ever obedient. I have served with all that I am.  I shall serve, still. But.." he drops his hands to his side, "if your will is that I abandon my cousin, that I shall not do.  I will go to Sylvhara."

The look Ulmo gave Olwe was all the more terrible for being devoid of all anger. "No," says Ulmo. "You will TRY to go to Sylvhara."  And with that, the Lord of the Waves shatters into millions upon millions of drops of ocean water that with a loud splash, return to the sea.

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February 19, 2012

"Silence!"

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The hand that was raised as though to strike the hateful words from Yavanna's lips slowly lowers.  The hot words that sprang to his tongue dissolve and reform into something utterly different as the one who had been his wife for all the Ages declares herself done with him and turned and walks away.  Something.. something that seemed from long ago tugs at him through his twisted thinking.  "No!" he wants to cry out. "Yavanna! Do not leave!" His hand reaches out to her, and he takes a step as though to follow her, but the movement causes him to brush against Nienna, the one whom he has so hotly defended just such a short while ago.   Turning his head he looks at her, and beyond her to the chamber.  That brief moment of lucidity melts, and when he turns  his gaze again to the retreating figure of his wife, his lips curl into a soft snarl of disgust and his shout echoes down the cold stone hallway. "Good riddance!"


While his bond with Eonwe is not man and wife, the Lord of the West feels for the pain of Yavanna. Having seen the effects of the magic, his logic and sight gives way to his compassion. What he understands, too, that in his head does not ease the pain in the heart. He watches Yavanna go with a great compassion and sadness.

Eonwe turns on his heel and, without thought, reaches out to catch Yavanna's wrist as she walks past him, but at the last moment, he pulls his hand back and curls the fingers around air. The scent of blooming flowers and growing green things follows in her wake, and as the delicate smell rises to his nostrils, Eonwe feels his chest tighten.  His mouth opens, and he thinks for a moment of calling her name, but what would a Maia say to such a Vala, and what  could he say now, to lighten her heart, ease her pain? So he turns back, his gaze resting upon the Maker as Aule stares after the one who has been his wife and helpmate for all the long centuries.  Aule takes a step forward, and the expression on his face softens for one moment, and in that instant, Eonwe sees something...tender?...in the eyes of the Vala, but then the Smith turns his head and looks back at Nienna and the chamber in which both had betrayed Manwe, Yavanna, and themselves.  The face Aule turns again to his wife's retreating back , with its curling lips, is more than Eonwe can stand, and the Maia steps forward, inches away from those sneering lips, and Eonwe's hand instead grabs the wrist of the Maker. "Let her go in peace," hisses Eonwe, his voice low, a growl. "Let her take herself from your foul presence and fouler stench."

Nienna holds her face impassive as Yavanna's words sting her heart and her eyes.  For one who says she has "no pleasure" in this, Yavanna certainly has been enthusiastic in her invective!  Nienna watches in relief as the bitter vixen stalks off into what she claims will be silence.  Yet no sooner is she gone than Eonwe takes up the same refrain again.

None of this angry interruption makes any sense. Why are these people even here?  Nienna shift her weight again, and looks up pleadingly at Aulë.  "May we at least move back to the rugs?  This bare floor chills my feet."

Aule's ears are deaf to the pleadings of the one by his side as his eyes drop to the hand upon his wrist.  For him, his focus has narrowed to the presence of that hand, the touch of it upon his flesh.  For long moments he stares at it as though something loathsome were crawling upon his skin.  When he lifts his eyes to look into those of this hated of all Maiar, they are like sharp, hard chips of obsidian, so dark are they.  His nostrils flare, and his voice begins as a low growl. "You dare lay hand upon me!"  With all the strength of his muscular form, he shoves forward viciously with the arm that Eonwe grasps, trying to force it back toward the other's chest and force the Herald to stumble backwards and lose his grip.  His voice rises with every word he spits out. "Let her go?  So you can run to her arms and console her later?  Your honeyed words to our Lord do not deceive me. I know what you are up to!"

The force of the shove sends Eonwe slidng back across the stone floor. Barely keeping on his feet, it is only his warrior wits and battle trained reflexes that have him lean into the shove rather than away.  He feels, rather than sees, his body rushing backwards towards the Lord of the West, and rather than collide with Manwe, Eonwe drops to the floor in a controlled roll. His own voice is loud and firm as he answers. "Let her go, Maker, as you are not worthy of her," he snarls. "You are not fit  to be her husband nor a Vala. You are not fit to touch the hem of Manwe's robe. Cast down you should be, and your pride with you!" He grabs at the Maker's other wrist.

Manwe sees  the bitter confrontation between Eonwe and the Maker. The evil in this chamber is the driving force of their behaviour. He cannot endure the sadness within any longer. His beloved Herald, the Maker, and the lady of Compassion must move from this place of the dead to that of the living. And the evil here cannot be allowed to endure and endanger any more of the Valar. When Aule forces Eonwe's fist back onto him, and Eonwe takes the maker's fist, he steps between the two and says in a commanding voice, "Silence!" He turns to Eonwe first in stern emotion. "It is not the Herald of Manwe to pass on judgement about who is fit and who is not. I now command onto you to step out of the chamber. There is evil here and it must be eliminated." He turns to the Maker and Nienna. "Remove yourselves from this room, and move to the upper level of Mandos. I alone must cleanse my brother's evil."

Eonwe bows his head, face flushed, and drops his hands to his side, stepping back. The look in his eyes as he keeps them locked on the Smith is smoldering with anger, but his voice is level, though still heated. "It is my Lord Manwe I obey." He turns his blue eyes to the Lord of the West and bows from the waist, bringing one hand up to his chest in a fist. "My Lord commands, and his Eonwe hears. Forgive me, Lord, my anger, thought its just cause I beg you hear." For a moment, his eyes drink in the sight of his Beloved Lord, and he opens his mouth to entreat permission to stay, but closes it again, and steps back  further. "The Will of the Lord of the West be my guide." It is the hardest thing to do, to step back, but Eonwe does so, eyes ever on Manwe.

 The Lord of the West smiles to Nienna in a pleading way. "Please, Lady of Compassion, accompany us to the world of light, free from the evil here. Become what you were. This place is tainted with my brother's evil: I must destroy the chamber."

 Aule watches the Herald as he recovers from the shove, his own body tense as he shifts his weight to the balls of his feet, ready for Eonwe's next move, his whole being flooding with with the desire to crush and pummel that insolent face, to twist and break the hand that had dared to touch him.  But the expected response does not come.  Instead through the haze of his rage, Aule hears the commanding voice of the Lord of the West, and like the milksop he is, Eonwe meekly obeys.  But wait, what was this Manwe was saying?   Destroy the chamber?  All the rage that had roared through him moments before is utterly gone to be replaced by such an emptiness within as to be unbearable.  No.  He cannot.  Surely the Breath of Arda cannot mean to destroy the one place that had been home and sanctuary to him.  But there they were, the fateful words: "I must destroy the chamber."  Yavanna, Eonwe, even the sweet Nienna, are totally forgotten as he turns anguished eyes upon Manwe.  Aule's  voice when he finally can speak, breaks on the strength of his emotion: "NO!"

Nienna takes a step backwards, as Aule and the herald shove at each other.  Yet now the face that was comforting Eonwe is turned to her, and Manwe's voice, gentle, pleading, calls to her.  Never has she disobeyed Manwe, never had she intended to.  Manwe seldom leaves Mount Taniquetil. Never in Nienna's memory has he been involved in frivolous foolishness.  Of all the people interrupting this day, he has said no harsh words to her.  Out of ages of habit, perhaps, she steps toward Manwe, moving as if in a dream.  Looking back over her shoulder, she reaches a hand to draw Aule along with her, but his sudden shout startles her, and she draws her hand back, uncertainly.

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February 18, 2012

"No"

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He rises from the cold waters of the sea, the deep ocean blue of his skin glistening as the ocean’s waters drips from his body, and the heat of his skin sends curling tendrils of mist into the chill air. Eyes deep blue, ancient with old wisdom and older remembrances, takes in the kneeling form of the King of the Teleri, and those eyes are neither warm nor cold, but waiting, measuring.  For several moments, the Eldar elf remains knelling before the Lord of all the Waters of the World, as Ulmo studies him.  Thoughts, musings, questions have floated within the mind of the Vala….such things as he has never bothered himself with before. Among those things is his own disobedience of Manwe’s instruction to not interfere in the affairs of the Children of Eru.  As he looks down upon the elf before him, wrapped in a fur lined cloak, his eyes soften. How could he not? How could he have stood by and watched the Hope of the Valar be destroyed in a wash of dragon fire, his long life ended, snuffed out? The answer is startlingly simple: he could not, would not.  So he had saved Olwe, and Alqualonde and even went as far in his defiance as to take the island Swanhaven under his protection.

“Rise, Olwe, King of the Teleri,” he says, and his voice, deep as the bottom of the seas rolls about the kneeling Lord of Alqualonde, sounding to elven ears a bit distant, a bit restrained. 

With the grace of his race, Olwe rises to his feet and lifts his eyes, blue as the sky to meet UImo’s, blue as the sea.  Olwe watches the misty steam fall away from the Vala’s body, as it cool and drips sea water. There is a silence, then, heavy, leaden, between Vala and elf until Olwe shifts his body weight from one foot to the other and speaks to break it. “It is good to be in the presence of the Lord of the Waters of the World.” His voice is placid, like the waters of a still lake, Ulmo thinks.

The Vala juts his chin in the direction of Nole’s swanship, and his eyes takes in how low the hull sat upon the water. “The ship stands ready for a voyage,” he says.

Olwe nods and casts a look back over his shoulder to the ship. “Indeed, my lord,” he answers, turning back around to face Ulmo. “We hope to sail as soon as the weather allows, Nole and I.” Olwe reaches up and pulls the cloak closer about his body. The air feels heavy with the promise of icy rain, and he shivers as the wind finds a way past the fur lining inside the folds of cloth. “Since Alqualonde is under your protection, my Lord, I can leave, knowing she will be safe.”  He pauses and adds, “And it is past time I go, my Lord. I cannot find my kin, sitting here and waiting.”

Ulmo gives the barest of nods, his own blue eyes never leaving the face of the Child of Eru before him. There is wisdom in Olwe’s words, yes, and resolution, too. As the Vala studies the face of the elf before, he sees fine lines at the corners of Olwe’s eyes, and lines again on his brow and around his mouth. Were they there always, he wonders idly.  The Children of Eru who live in Middle Earth do not weather the passage of time but are affected by the turning of the years; to be sure, the children of Men feel the passage sooner and more keenly than the elves.  However, even the Firstborn eventually  seem to feel the weight of the turning of the seasons, the passage of long years.  Ulmo has watched with a fascination he could not explain to himself nor to his brothers and sisters…watched as human sailors once young and eager with faces shining and bright over the passage of time walk stooped over, faces folding in upon themselves, noses growing wider, eyes more sunken and dimmer, hair thinner, flesh saggy and spotted. Elves, the firstborn, wear the passage of years lightly upon their bodies, but in their hearts and souls eventually a weariness, a heaviness seems to set in, and the lines that appear upon their visage seem to him to be traces of that burden, etched there for the world to see and puzzle over, as he has.

A soft cough from Olwe alerts UImo that the elf awaits a response, and the Lord of the Seas gives a brief nod. “No, Olwe, you cannot remain here,” he answers, his voice rich and deep as his beloved waters.

Olwe cocks his head to one side. Inside his left boot, his toes have gone numb, and he wiggles them as he waits for the Lord of the Waters to say more, but there is silence again.  A brief frown crosses the face of the Lord of Alqualonde, and he bows his head, thinking.  “I will go to Sylvhara first, to see about my Cousin, Comet,” he says, to break the silence. “I have sent two swans with missives to her, but I have received no word back.” He lifts his head, and in his eyes, his concern for the Sylvan Queen is all too evident.

Ulmo folds his arms across his chest, his overlarge hands resting over his elbows. “The coming Darkness is stretching forth its hand, Olwe. Over Alqualonde, over Sylvhara, over all of Middle Earth.” Ulmo stops a moment, and the image of Manwe, sorrowful and distressed, comes to his mind. He thinks of Eonwe, the faithful Maia who has ever been the Herald for the Lord of the West. Now, herald no longer. He thinks of Irmo, his worry for his sister, the Vala of Compassion. He thinks of himself, his own unrest. “Now comes the falling of the Shadow across the whole of Eru’s creation, and you, Olwe, must put aside your wants and desires and seek the rest of Firstborn across the breadth of the lands.  In you they must find hope and must learn to stand as one. Even the children of Men must be brought forth and readied.  And all the beings who walk in Eru’s light, whether they do so knowingly or no.”

Olwe’s face grows still and solemn, and he gives an absent minded nod, as he thinks over the words of Ulmo. Then he lifts his chin a little and says, gently but firmly. “My own wants and desires matter not, this I know. But I must first go to Sylvhara, to make sure Comet is well and safe.”

“No,” answers Ulmo.

The word breaks upon the silence of the harbor and hovers upon the wind. Olwe blinks at the one word response, and waits several moments for more from the Lord of the Waters, but here is only the lapping of unfrozen waters against the docks, the slosh of small wavelets against the hull of Nole’s swanship. “No?” he repeats. He tightens his jaw and, reaching out, rests a gloved hand upon the pylon close beside him. Looking up, he watches the flame atop it dance and bob in the wind. “It never goes out, the flame,” Olwe says, and then he turns his gaze back to the Lord of the Seas. “Like my heartache for my people.  Like my love for my Cousin.  She is all I have left in this world, aside from the few, here, in Alqualonde.  She is blood of my blood. She is part of my heart.”

He pauses and his voice rises a little sharply. “And all you tell me is ‘no.’ If something happens to me, it will be Comet who takes up the burden, and you tell me, ‘no.’” Olwe drops his hand and with the other pulls off the glove. The wind, long teasing the cloak, seizes the opportunity and pulls and tugs it apart, the fabric whipping about the elf’s body. With his bare hand, he reaches up and brushes across the wood of the pylon, against the grain, sucks in his breath sharply and then raises his hand, palm out, finger extended. “My ache to know Comet is safe is like this sliver in my finger. It  may be small as you gaze upon it. It may be insignificant in your view. But it is there, and to me, it cannot be ignored. It is constant and cries out for attendance, no matter how small it seems to you, my Lord.” 

He drops his hand again, and slips it back inside the glove. “And I mean to attend to that sliver of fear, my Lord, and put it aside by visiting my sweet Cousin.”

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February 17, 2012

Impatient Waiting

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The wind off the water was still sharp and brittle as it teased its way about the nose and mouth, pulling at the cloak Olwe wore, seeking a way inside, to tease the warmth from the fur lining.  Blue eyes scanned the waters beyond the mouth of the harbor. Soon, soon, the ice shall be melted enough to allow  sailing again. His impatience itched him like a newly scabbed wound, and he worried at it, where it lurked in the back of his mind.  Since Aztryd left to return home, the eternal home of the Teleri has been covered in a blanket of snow; winter storms, fierce and relentless, made sea travel impossible, and the days...and nights...were spent making plans for a departure from the Swanhaven that was pushed back again and again.

Beneath his feet, his boots crunched on ice as he walked the wooden planks of the docks.  There sat Nole's ship, graceful and slender, silently waiting, now bobbing gently upon the water, and the motion heartened Olwe, for the movement of the boat was another sign that travel by sea would soon be theirs again.  Shifting his cloak and ducking his head to press his mouth and nose against the fur, he breathed in the air as it passed through the pelt, feeling the warmth of his own breath puff against his achingly cold nose.  He raised his eyes, keeping his lower face tucked against the fur collar and turned his steps toward the ship itself.  Aboard, in the captain's cabin, the maps were spread out upon a finely polished table of oak, and  there rested the notebook wherein the maritime navigational notations were captured in a fine, delicate hand. "We will go first to Sylvhara," he had told Nole, many times, many nights as the wind howled and the snow fell. Many days, as the skies were an ash grey, heavy with sleet and hail.  He waited the long days, scanning the skies for the tiny smudge upon the horizon, growing larger, birdsize, heading directly for Alqualonde, but the days passed, and the nights too, and silence was the answer to Olwe's missive to his Cousin.  He rose at the break of dawn, as the golden vessel under Arien's direction slipped over the lip of the horizon and watched the skies. He stepped out on the balcony under a sky blanketed by every star light by Eru's song save the one that promised hope to the elves...the morning star.  But the scream of the wind was never gentled by the steady beat of snowy wings. 

Now the snows had ceased, and the wind, exhausted, was a shadow  of the fierce attacker it was the weeks before. Now, the skies above the Swanhaven reclaimed the blue of the sky. "Comet," he murmurs.  "What does the silence mean?"

A loud splash of water pulled his attention away from the ship, and he turns around, one gloved hand reaching within the folds of his cloak for the short sword sheathed at his side. Blue eyes quickly skim over the surface of the waters and then stop as Olwe caught his breath. Recovering himself, Olwe knelt and bowed his head, his voice hushes as he says, "My Lord Ulmo."

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February 14, 2012

Table Talk

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Aztryd wraps Nizl in her own cloak for now, to keep off the chill, and puts her to her breast, meager fare as that likely is tonight.  "Those folks don't seem ones to be sisterly, and let me talk and feed you at the same time, do they?  Only one 'sister' we've met yet, and she's ... well, for one thing, she looks less fit to walk than I am.  And that Adelsteinn ... oh, magpie, you will meet ones like that.  I met ones like that in Uzerbog's councils, I did."  She doesn't bring herself to call Uzerbog 'my husband.'  "Usually it was the youngest 'Elders' who were so jealous of their own honors.  And then it would be my job to manage them.  As it will be your job one day, likely enough.  Feed their hungry hearts with soft words and smiles and extra bows, while you pass the mead and the ale and the cakes at Council.  Most of them grow out of it soon enough.  Most of them."'

Nizl drains her meal from Aztryd's body all too quickly.  At least it is enough in her stomach now that she drowses quietly.  Aztryd gives  the linens one last rinse -- in no way a proper laundering -- buttons her tunic, gathers her things, and by the meager light of the oil lamp heads back toward the kitchen.

Fafnir looks back over his shoulder as the brewer drains his brew.  He gives one more look back at the young male at the first and gives a small shake of his head, turning his back and moving toward the table and Adelsteinn.  The smell of stale and long soiled linens is slowly dissipating, but his nostrils flare and he holds a sleeve up to his nose. "Shall I refill that, Elder?" he says, making his tone smooth and solicitous.  Reaching for the tankard, he says to the others. "That smell has liked to put me off all thoughts of supper for a bit. I should like to feast upon the incredible tale that Aztryd has told us." He cast a quick glance toward the one female in the room and winks as though they alone know a secret. "Giant swans, and elves in the hallways." He then raises his glance to see if the dwart sent to feed the elf has returned from his duties of housing and feeding her.  "And what are we to do with an elf, of all things?"  He extends his hand further towards Adelsteinn's tankard and gave the Elder a respectful tug of his forelock. "Begging pardon for my saying so, but we are all the better for having you here among us to sort this all out, Master Brewer. Dark times ahead, and we are well served to have your wisdom."

Eilif gives a small smile of relief at the lanky dwarf's suggestion that supper be delayed.  Even where she still stands the smell of cooking meat  still assails her nostrils, and she moves as casually as she can to take a seat at the table to ease herself further away from the fires.  She'd much rather the slight chill in the air at this distance than endure her churning stomach any longer.  "I have never yet met a female like this one.  Disrespectful, haughty, neglectful of her babe, tall tales and staggering.  Was she drunk, perhaps?"


Adelsteinn waves his hand in front of his face as to ward off the smell. He then drains the last of his brew from his tankard and hands it to Fafnir. "Much appreciated," he replies. "My wisdom I can count on after a drink, but these tales make my head stiffen. This Aztryd, and an elf too? We have traded with their kind but why would one show up here after... this?" He waves his havd around towards the destruction. "I suppose we have to wait for our errant dwarf to return and provide some sound evidence for Aztryd's tale." He turns to Eilif. "Disrespectful, arriving without a scratch on her. Where was she during all of this? Drunk with the swans and elves? Perhaps you are right, Eilif."


Nasi rubs his chin thoughtfully for a moment, as he continues to stare into the fire, his hand rasping against his beard.  "You may be right.  I did catch a whiff of something from her even above the odor of that poor child, but it was not like the good clean aroma of the brews of our Adelsteinn.  It was stronger, harsher somehow." He shrugs and moves to join the other at the table, flinching again a little when he bends to sit as the movement puts pressure on his wound.

Fafnir walks back from the other side of the kitchens, a full tankard in his hands and passes it off to the elder, choosing that opportunity to slide in next to him on the bench. Rubbing the side of his face thoughtfully, he looks over at Nasi. "A strong smell, you say? Perhaps that is her swan you smelt." He pauses and then looks over at the Elder, his eyes full of concern and dares to place a hand atop the other's arm. "Yet, Elder, the truth be told, Aztryd is here, and with an elf to boot.  So, something of the wild story is of fact and not fancy." He hears a moan from the pantry and turns his head briefly. Swinging it back, he sweeps a gaze about the table. "And another thing for truth, Elder, she was dressed warmly and well.  And our supplies will not hold out forever."


Adelsteinn takes a drink from the tankard Fafnir gave him. "Our supplies will not hold?" He turns towards the pantry and thinks he should take stock as elder. He knows those here depend on his decisions, and he should have the necessary knowledge. "I will take stock of our pantry, and while I am at it, I'll bring up another keg for our fancy guests." He rises and beckons to one of the more stronger stout dwarves to accompany him to the cellar.

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Hjalmarr limps the last few yards to the open kitchen doorway. Light, at last, and the sound of voices. He'd begun to think he was the only one left alive after the disaster. He scrubs at his eyes with filthy hands. Roaring and fire and a cave-in: he feels lucky to be alive, but not at all lucky in the bruises and bumps that cover him head to toe after hours of digging his way past the rock slide that had trapped him in a side-tunnel. And with only a broken, discarded pickax to hand, too! He grunts. His jewel inspector's tools had been no help at all. His mother, the Maker rest her, would have given him such a shake if he'd wandered into the tunnels without a proper axe when he was young.

He winces as he puts his weight down on his injured left foot. Didn't he have enough aches and pains in old age without having rocks fall on him with no provocation? He should be resting in front of the fire now, with a tankard of ale and supper on its way and young fools to grumble at, not covered in mud and bruises. Even his favorite red cloak is in need of serious repair. He staggers through the doorway, hoping against hope that he's found someone alive, and with sense.

Nasi begins to turn at the sound of footsteps behind him and catches himself in mid-movement.  He just manages to stop himself from raising his hand to hold his wound, despising the obvious weakness this would  have been.  His brow furrows as he notices an elderly dwarf leaning against the doorway.  Has he seen him before?  There were so few survivors, clustered here in the community kitchens, but  Gamilfûn had been a large bustling community before the attack and Nasi had been inclined to keep to himself.  Now he found himself in a small group of strangers.  Shrugging he turns back to the table.  As with the elf in the hallway, it was none of his business.


 Eilif notices the dark dwarf beside her turn to look over his shoulder and flinch.  She hides the sympathy she feels for she knew he would not thank her for it, but so many carried grievous wounds since the attack.  She turns her head to follow his gaze but try as she might, she can only see a hazy figure at the door.  She drops her chin and turns back to the table too.  She had not been able to see clearly ever since the attack.  Without clear vision she had nothing, for a Smith needed to see well for their work.  What did it matter who was at the door?  What did any of it matter any more?

Fafnir reaches for the tankard Adelsteinn and pulls it across the table in front of him.  He exhales, his eyes narrow for a moment in irritation. I go all the way across this kitchen to fetch him his ale, and he decides to go count barrels at the first mention of administrative considerations, Fafnir thinks. He looks up and over at the other two sitting on the other side of the table. Clearly, neither of them are thinking of more than their next meal and bandage change.  Fafnir's expression relaxes then, and he reaches for the ale. So, he thinks, feeling the first flush of self satisfaction, I shall just have to help Master Brewer see his duties and choices clearly, shan't I?  And as he brings the tankard up to his lips to drink, he looks up to see Eilif turn her head and another, elder dwarf stagger in. Maker take it all, he thinks to himself. Another tottering old gaffer? Is he an elder as well?

Aztryd returns to the kitchen, carrying the cleaner and happier Nizl.  Another bedraggled dwarf stands in the doorway, and she nods neutrally to him as she passes.   She glances around the kitchen in some confusion.  The elder is missing.  In his absence she moves to the table where the other dwarves are sitting, and addressed the company at large.   "Thank you," she says in a formal tone. "That was much welcome.  We have been traveling since dawn, without any break."

Lost in her own thoughts, Eilif had not noticed the return of the little mother.  She gives a small shake of her head to clear her morose self-absorption.  Her lips curl in an ironic smile at Aztryd's words.  "So it seems she has manners after all," she thinks.


Nasi looks up briefly from his contemplation of the worn and scarred tabletop.  So the newcomer was back.  Less odoriferous at least and the babe had finally ceased its squalling.  As long as it stayed quiet and he got his meal soon, Nasi didn't care if they'd flown in on one of the legendary Manwë's eagles itself.  He'd not been hunting outside in the cold all day to sit around with an empty belly while some stranger spun stories.   He snorts through his nose in annoyance and returns to his contemplation of the table.  Peace?  What was peace any more?

The young woman brushes past Hjalmarr and he grabs onto the edge of the doorway to stay upright. A small, motley group of dwarves is clustered around one of the tables further into the kitchens, all seemingly involved in their own affairs. None of them seem to be the usual cooks here at this time of day--not that he knows exactly what time it *is* by now. His eyes track immediately to the fire and the bench beside the table. With a heavy sigh, he pushes off from the doorway and heads towards the small group, trying to mask his limp.

"Is there room on that bench?" he grits out as he gets closer. His throat is too dry and he doesn't sound like himself in his own ears. Seeing a mug of beer on the table, he grabs it and downs half of it in one swallow, leaning on the table for support.

Fafnir watches the elder dwarf, eyes narrow, taking in the bedraggled state for any clues about the importance of the person.  He nods curtly as Aztryd enters and joins them and half rises as he keeps his eyes trained on the newest arrival. "So," he says as he continues to rises. "Tell us about your heroic journey, Aztryd. I should like to hear more about your miraculous transportation to our sorry ruins and our sorrier state." Yet all the while he is rising from his seat, eyes on the older dwarf.  Well, I should help the old gaffer, he tells himself. If he is important, he should thank me later. If not, well, I shall need an assistant as I am assisting our esteemed Elder, and he may suit.

No sooner than he rises, the older dwarf is limping towards the group at the table.  He remains, nearly out of his seat, as the old, bent wizened figure  hobbles towards his end of the bench and grabs the ale he had poured for Adelsteinn.  He opens his mouth to protest and nearly  reaches out to snag the tankard back before he remembers himself. "Why," he says smoothly, damping his temper. "You have quite a thirst.  Have the rest and a seat, old one.  Tell us your name. "He forces himself to sit down, biting back a comment.  Temper, he tells himself, does naught but turn a belly.

Eilif squints her eyes to focus as the figure from the doorway hobbles to the table.  That way of moving, the voice, they were familiar.  She blinks rapidly and raises her hand to her head as her eyes begin to water from the strain of trying to see more clearly.

Aztryd settles onto a bench at the table, as the older dwarf does likewise.  "My journey … yes … the whole tale would take many a night to tell.  But today's travels …"  Where should she start this story?  "I had found myself living with some Elves for a while.  Decent enough sorts, but I did want to get back to my own home.  They let my borrow one of their swans to ride.  Yes," she says, anticipating a skeptical comment, "for these elves do ride on giant swans.  And you can go out to the front gate yourself and see my mount, if you wish.

"But it is a long ride, and I have been flying since dawn, as I said.  Only to find that you are in dire straights here, yourselves."

Nasi looks up again as the dwarf from the doorway staggers into view. His jaw drops as the stranger simply grabs the Elder's brew and scoffs it down.  This time his snort of disgust is accompanied by a grunt for emphasis.  His attention turns to the young mother as she takes a seat beside him on the bench and again spins her tale.  His dark eyes are piercing, and his voice is a deep rumble as he asks, "And what would any self-respecting young mother be doing living with elves?  Where is your husband?  And why would elves need to fly on swans?  Are their own legs no longer good enough for them?  Giant swans, no less?  I've never heard of such a beast."  He leans forward, his elbows on his knees and looks at her steadily, "Are you sure you are not fevered, little mother?"'


"So,"Fafnir says, eying his ale in the hands of the sooty dwarf besides him, "You and this elf mounted the snowy back of this fabled and rather large swan...for large it must be, and together returned here." He turns his eyes to Nasi, watching how the other nurses his side, and notes the harsh tones in his voice.  But he turns back to the little mother with a face as soft as cream.  "No doubt soon we should break your fast and ours with what food we have." He rests a hand upon the table.  "And besides yourself, the elf, and that sweet child, did you bring aught else home?  Supplies? Gold? Riches? For elves are rich with jewels and other things wrought by the hands of dwarves and sold to them for a pittance."

Hjalmarr sinks gratefully onto the bench. Ahh. He sighs in relief as he takes the weight off his feet. "Good beer," he remarks. The skinny dwarf beside him looks vaguely familiar. Some sort of administrative person, maybe? He doesn't have the look of a proper craftsman. And the woman across the table in the armor looks rather like that customer of his from a few months back who was far too knowledgeable about mithril seams. Though if it is her, she didn't have that gash across her face at the time. Not, of course, that he looks like his normally prosperous and well-groomed self, either. He wipes mud from his mustache in disgust. "I am Hjalmarr, master jeweler," he answers the skinny dwarf. "Who're you?" He eyes the red-haired woman in the conversation about Elves. "And did somebody mention roast swan?"

Eilif nods to herself as she recognizes the name spoken.  Yes, she remembers the old fellow.  She'd had dealings with him now and then when she'd wanted jewels for the hilts of some of the fancier blades she made at times. It would be just like that wily fellow to survive.  "Roast swan?  Giant swans.  Swans you can ride and swans in a sack in the pantry. It would seem our world is full of swans, old father.  Which one would you like roasted?"

Fafnir turns to the older dwarf, his brown eyes studying the other's face.  Master jeweler? He gives the other a smile and then bows his head slightly.  "We are glad you perished not in the attack, Master Hjalmarr.  Thank the Maker, we have two with many, many years of experience upon which we may draw in this time of crisis. Master Adelsteinn has gone to personally check upon our stores, so concerned is he for the welfare of our people.  Across from us is the brave little mother, Aztryd, who was telling us of her exploits amongst the elves of some land or other. " He turns his head and gestures toward Nasi. "There is the brave and stalwart Nasi, and beside him is the beautiful and gentle Eilif.  The majority of those who survived are resting in the pantry, which we have converted into an infirmary. We though this the best place from which  to recover and stage a defense if attack comes again." He looks over at Aztryd. "I hope once the fair mother has finised her tale, we might hear of your own, Master Jeweler." He addresses Hjalmarr, but his eyes were resting upon Aztryd. Is she telling us the truth, he wonders. 

"My 'husband' is a drunken lout, for all his rank, and if he comes to meet the wrong end of the Maker's Hammer, it will be too good for him," Aztryd snarls.  She continues through gritted teeth.  "He tried to throw the child across the room, he did.  And that I would not have."

Taking a deep breath, she tries to collect herself.  "Aye, those Elves are rich enough.  Not many of them, but a fine palace of stone, with plenty of jewels and worked-stuff indeed.  Though mostly elf-made, to my eye, in a very old-fashioned style.  And if I had known how things stood here, we would have brought more provisions."

Nasi nods as though considering deeply Aztryd's story.  He looks down a moment as he thinks and then raises his eyes to hers again. "So this swan you rode, that carried both you and an elf, it could have carried more provisions too?  By the Maker, this is a mighty swan indeed."  He glances over his shoulder at Eilif and asks quietly. "Do we still have some of that herbal draught you have been using to ease the fevers of the wounded?  I think we might have need of some."


Eilif turns to look at the dark stone-mason as he speaks to her and then glances over his shoulder at Aztryd.  Her story certainly did sound like something from a fevered mind.  Children were so cherished among the Khazad. What father would do as she claimed?  She narrows her eyes thoughtfully as she regards the little mother.  Or more to the point, perhaps what had she done to provoke such a thing?  Had she been unfaithful?  Questions whirled in her mind.  She nods and says quietly to Nasi, "We do, should it be needed."

"I should rather roast swan than riding swans," says Hjalmarr to Eilif. "Though the larger the swan, the more roast, eh?" He eyes the small group as Fafnir introduces them and frowns over his beer. "Mayhap too much for those that survive." He nudges Fafnir. "Beautiful and with an excellent eye for jewels, she is, but as warlike as any Dwarf I have known in my long life. Though Eilif, at least," his eyes flicker towards Aztryd, "would not throw a babe."

Fafnir leans forward at Aztryd's words, his eyes widening slightly, and the breath catching in his throat. Throw a child? Did he hear right.  He turns slightly, feigning interest in the other's words while his mind turns over and over what Aztryd was saying. Even his own da never did more than the occasional back handed slap.  He looks back to Aztryd. "Your husband tried to hurt the child?" he asks, and for a moment, all pretense is dropped.  "He was with the elves, too?"

Aztryd snorts at the memory of her former husband.  "He did, indeed.  When he had had a mug too many.  Or at least he cared not who or what he hurt, and that came to the same thing, as far as mattered for the child.  And no, he was most certainly not with the elves.  I was getting myself and the child as far away from him as I could. And then getting us back here, to my old home."

 Nasi turns to look at the speaker across the table.  This one was not like so many others he had met in his lifetime here at Gamilfûn, nor any other Khazad he had encountered upon his journeys to work on other settlements.  He is built different, for starters.  Taller.  Finer in his build.  But he also has a sharp mind.  Nasi smiles.  Because he himself is mostly quiet, others often think him dim, but he misses little when he sits quietly with his fellows.  Yes, this one, this Fafnir, he has a quick wit and a sharp mind.  Let him dig the truth from the one beside him.  With a nod of acknowledgment to Fafnir, he turns his attention back to the mother and her story.

Eilif nods to Hjalmarr at his words, ignoring the throbbing in her head the moment causes. "Aye, war-like when it comes to getting a fair price for a fair product, but you are right.." her voice lowers, and there is a hint of wistfulness in it as she continues. "I.. I would never throw a babe.  And I can make an especially sharp blade to use on those who would. "  She turns to consider the little mother thoughtfully.  Was she telling the truth, she wonders?  Had her husband really done that, or is it all part of a fevered imagining?


"Let us sup, then!" says Hjalmarr, thumping the table. "While Eilif sharpens her blades, let us dull our hunger."


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